im losing it am i?

what on earth is wrong with me?

I am losing my ability to fake.

It use to be one of my usefull skills

… (???)

But now i lost it.

I thinks that is a bad thing

People might think im rude when im just being myself

Its true only Gamila knows me that well

I am tremendously dosed out yet i need companion…

I need to be with people, but i cant fake the fact that i am tired…


“Repressing feeling is a must have. It differs us from Sane to Insane.”

That quote is haunting me again..