what on earth is wrong with me?
I am losing my ability to fake.
It use to be one of my usefull skills
… (???)
But now i lost it.
I thinks that is a bad thing
People might think im rude when im just being myself
Its true only Gamila knows me that well
I am tremendously dosed out yet i need companion…
I need to be with people, but i cant fake the fact that i am tired…
Shit…
“Repressing feeling is a must have. It differs us from Sane to Insane.”
That quote is haunting me again..