I’m such a loser…

To begin with, I hate losing.

Ada 2 makna dari “losing” dan gue benci dua duanya.

“Kehilangan” dan “Kalah”

 

I hate losing.

 

Im such a loser because recently I havent won anything.

 

I miss playing baskeball badly.

 

In basketball I developed a skill called decision making.

After making the right move, it comes down to making the right decision.

Should I wait, or go through, or pass, or pull up a jumper, or drive to the hoop.

 

Im poor at my decision making nowadays.

 

I’ve been making poor decisions since July.

 

In Basketball I make decisions and do it with such poise.

I love making “on the fly” decisions.

I love the rush of it.

 

In Basketball I also feel the adrenalin rush.

The rush that builds confidence.

 

I use to bang my chest with my fist everytime I want to pump myself up.

Everytime someone crossed me up and made a fool of myself, everytime someone blocked my shot, everytime I failed holding my defense, I grinned.

 

I smiled and look back at him saying “I’ll get you next time”

 

Even when I was losing I had a winner mentality.

 

My team could be down for 10 points or 20 points even.

 

Always had that thought in my mind “It aint over yet. The game aint over yet”

 

I use to be a winner.

 

Now, im such a loser.

 

I cant even motivate myself in doing what I should be doing.

 

Today, im so caught up in my mistakes.

Thinking what would happen if I had done it differently.

 

I lost my heart.

The heart of a champion.

 

 

 

You see, life is a little like a basketball game.

 

A goodlife, is a collection of good decisions.

 

A goodgame, a game that you won, is a result of the collections of good decisions.

 

 

 

I just hate losing.

Ada 2 makna dari “losing” dan gue benci dua duanya.

“Kehilangan” dan “Kalah”

 

I hate losing.

 

Every basketball player, just like everyone in life is really going for 1 single goal.

 

A Good Game

A Good Life

A Happy Ending.