I can write anything in my mind
Not have to worry of what someone might think
Not anymore at least.
Several days ago i heard news that there are people, other people reading my blog
IF YOU’RE READING THIS YOU’RE NOT WELCOME!
GO AWAY!
It was kinda Stressful for me.
Knowing that people might read what i have in mind
Something personal.
Some asked “If you didnt want this to be read by people, that why publishing on the internet???”
My answer “There’s a HUGE difference between WRITING and PUBLISHING in the internet in this case”
What i did is WRITING not PUBLISHING
because PUBLISHING would mean there’s an activity where i’d ANNOUNCE or PROMOTE people WHERE can they find my Blog. THAT is PUBLISHING.
I only wrote it down
I told nobody but 2 people.
1 is Gamila
2nd is a friend of mine who helped me with the Link i need.
If people would hit a wild guess maybe they’d go to my 1st Blog which i have never touched anymore. Its pandji.blogspot.com
Its very common sense. Just type my name, add dot blogspot dot com and they’d enter.
But this new one. I bet my ass no one could ever guessed it. Unless they found out about it somehow.
Maybe i was clumsy. Opening my Blog on any computer leaving a trace of History on the address.
It wont happen again.
Back to the subject…
What i did is WRITING not PUBLISHING
because PUBLISHING would mean there’s an activity where i’d ANNOUNCE or PROMOTE people WHERE can they find my Blog. THAT is PUBLISHING.
“Why??” they say
“Why? The answer is quite weird but i swear to God it’s true. I like to write and read back what i wrote.”
“There’s something called Microsoft Word…” they say
My reply “But there’s no Template. Here, there’s this template where my writings can be found in a well designed way…”
“What about the Link?”
Still the same answer “All of it is for me. For me Only. So it’d look good for me. So that it’s look cool for me. So i can see my everything from here. All for me. Weird? NAah, not really. Its just me.”
There’s my answer. Maybe it’s not enough but it is the Truth.
I mean gimme a break here.
I need someplace where i can find Peace.
I found this and if someone disturbes…
I have no where else to go
I lost my peace.
A place to be alone
Virtually.
GO away Stranger.
YOu’re not Welcome here
Go away Stranger
Im in Peace.